I hate that every time I go on a questionably successful date I automatically think the worst about the whole thing. And then I start thinking that if he doesnt like me then it is of course my fault because I am not….. pretty enough, smart enough, funny enough, cool enough… or a variety of other things and then I question how anyone could stand to be around me.
I hate that this happens. Especially because for all I know he DOES like me. UGH. I just wish there was some way to know for sure. and some way to stop thinking negative things if he doesnt end up liking me that way.